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Faith..

2008-03-14T14:13:00.000-07:00

December foggy morning, mercury falling down
Winds whispering around, making clouds frown

Life is partly visible through my window,
Me half awake in bed, yet to see her glow.

I turned myself to other side and hands try to find,
Smile in my closed eyes but just a pillow aside.

Suddenly I realized, you were never beside
Though far, you are always in my mind…

You are looking from the rectangular frame,
Picking it up, I slowly call your name…

Feeling your presence every now and then.
You make me walk down the memory lane…

From your loud laugh to our crazy fights
Every hangout and dinner with candle light

Every time I want to say so much
Words won’t be enough felt as such…

So I close my eyes and wish you were here
Remembered the good times, we had shared

From my desk, picking up an envelope brown..
I read your note again to feel that you are around.

“Listen to my heart beat within yours, dear
Even though I have gone, my love is everywhere!”

One more reason for me to survive
Sometimes words keep our faith alive.

Lost in the woods.....

2008-02-03T03:43:00.000-08:00

Dusky evening,I walk alone
Way was different and unknown,
Where I belong, where I stood,
It seemed,I was lost in the woods...

Initially felt,the path was right,
Through the darkness,I could see something bright,
Is this the destination, where I wish, I should..
I didn’t know,I was lost in the woods...

Fear was true and also new,
What went wrong, I hardly knew...
More of bad or less of good,
All seemed gray,I was lost in the woods...

I have come a way too long,
Emotions were high and too strong.
Where this will lead me and where I would..
God only knows,I was lost in the woods...

Its time to return, before it gets too dark
In search of that little spark,
My eyes were just looking around..
Suddenly, the way back I found..

Smile made my face glow again.
Finally, I have found my own lane.
Walking way back, myself I told,
“I have resolved a puzzle unknown”

“It made me discover myself,once more..
Nothing to loose,thats for sure..
Later or sooner, what I understood,
Sometimes, it’s good to get lost in the woods!"

Silky Sand...

2007-10-17T06:01:00.000-07:00

Sun setting down on the sea floor,
Spreading its rays on sandy shore.
Me walking, watching my footprints,
Carving my name, on dusty thing.

My finger rolls inside the sand,
I lay to catch, in my hand,
Soothingly it flows away,
“No one can hold me long”, it says.

Smiling at it, I swept my palm,
Lying on milky wave, steady and calm.
Realising, I grabbed it too hard
Wanted to carry it, a little far.

Patiently again,holding in two hands,
This time for a while and gladly it stands.
Keeping it aside, I gently smiled
Now, I know what you made me realised.

Certain things are momentary to cherish,
Enjoy the essence, till they perish.
Don’t go too hard and fast,
It just matter, how long they last!

Silence...

2007-05-28T09:47:00.000-07:00

When you hear your breath alone,
Voice is breaking, short of tone,
Nothing to say, reason unknown,
Seeds of “Silence” have been sown.

Though want to tell so much,
Lips are locked felt as such,
Just listening clock getting struck,
Only sound of the nocturnal bug.

Lot is said and heard,
Feel no need of any words.
Everything can be expressed,
From angered soul to depressed.

Sometimes it’s just perfect,
A small pause does an effect,
Solving the unsolved,
Through it we can talk.

If you have ever seen,
What does it really mean?
It has an identity rare..
A strong emotion to share!

I don´t know why....

2007-04-01T15:38:00.000-07:00

Last night, when it rained,
Stood outside, fully drenched,
Inside me, still felt dry,
Surprisingly, I don’t know,why..

I checked myself in the mirror,
It wasn’t me, standing there.
What’s wrong, Oh My!!
Really, I don’t know why..

Now, moon makes me smile,
I talk to myself for a while,
Keep staring at the dark sky.
Truly, I don’t know why..

Though everyone around,
Myself alone I found..
Without wings, I often fly.
Again, I don’t know why..

I searched for the reason..
But, realized there was none..
How did it happen and why ?
Please, can anyone justify??

Sometimes its hard to explain..
Is it happiness or pain…??
Wish to walk in this lane..
Let’s see, what can I gain..

Hope to find the way..
To my quest, yet I say,
“I am not sure, let’s give a try
One day, I might know the reason “Why”??

Innocent ways....

2007-03-05T14:36:00.000-08:00

September evening, clock struck five,
I was still waiting and little annoyed.

Promising she will be there in half an hour,
Drinking two cups more, I lighted cigar.

Smoke flew in air along with my thoughts,
I remember everything, how stupidly we fought.

Her small talks, within big arguments,
I knew, there won’t be any hope for improvement.

But still I enjoyed our every fight,
Though angry, her face seems so bright.

Making her smile, was always fun,
It never took long, with time I learnt.

Suddenly, throwing away cigar, she stared at me
Realizing my mistake, she understood perfectly.

She wasn’t that angry, so I asked casually,
“You are late and how many times you would be?”

She nodded and her eyes smiled,
Sitting across, patiently she replied,

“Till the time, you are there to wait,
Don’t worry dear, I will always be late”

Her reply made my day,
I just wanted her to be in this way,
Within my heart, lifelong to stay!!

Those Hands...

2007-02-10T12:15:00.000-08:00

My first giggle, my first cry,
My first words and my first toy..
He remembered all without a single try..

I was crawling on floor, taking small steps..
Fingers led me to stand, until firmly they kept..

Riding my new bike, as I scored grade A
He promised me more, lots to come on your way..

Pampering me in every little task..
Given almost everything, that I never ask..

Learning new things, with time I grew..
He made me believe in dreams, that I never knew..

Those hands are still patting my back..
Holding me tight & sometimes pointing at me what I lack..

One day he made me realize,
“You have received all love from me,
Its time for you to share with somebody, I see”

“Life is a circle, so I have completed one,
You are just on half way, make it earn”

Once again, holding my hand he made me walk,
This time on red carpet along with flowers, he talks
“Now, I can just accompany you, until here..
Somewhere you will always find me, in your better half, dear ”

While going, smilingly he waved at me..
Those hands are still there for me & will always be !!

Unsaid Words....

2007-01-28T04:28:00.000-08:00

Eyes met and said the unsaid
After many years, distance was paid
Though just sitting right opposite
Uncomfortable and shy a bit….

Both smiling from corner lips
None wanted to break the silence deep..
Thinking who will say first…
She wiped the window dust..

He was looking for a reason
Still clam and blaming the season..
The journey was quite long
But wishing moment shouldn’t be gone..

Both pretending to be busy..
It wasn’t getting that easy..
Feelings have to be relieved
And truth shud be believed..

Next moment, he was aside
She wasn’t that surprised
Holding her hand, he smiled
Tears rolled down, she couldn’t hide..

Why it took so long to say,
Though they have to walk on same way..
With perfect understanding everything seems fine,
It just happened only at the right time!!

Live every moment...

2007-01-14T07:17:00.000-08:00

Breathing in an open air,
Feeling the fragrance flare,
Walking thru the fields,
I don’t know where they lead…

Path appears greener,
Sky bows still lower.
World is just for me,
That’s what I see…

Living in a moment,
More than anything else
Forgeting about everything
I need to be blessed.

Expecting nothing is best way to be,
Satisfaction can be another happiness key.
Life is one and so am I,
Want to live in present….till I die.

Dreams...

2007-01-05T07:31:00.000-08:00

Closing my eyes, I can see
Walking on ocean, sitting on sea,
Reaching the stars, falling without gravity.

“Dreams” I named it,
Where, imaginations run wild and free,
Everyone can view it, with full liberty.

Sometimes, I just want to stay there
Don’t want to face reality with fear.
Everything seems so nice n glossy,
For time being, at least it’s rosy.

After all, dreams are more than dreams
Some wake up with scream
And some with glowing rim.

Wishing some to come true,
For some not at all to grew,
And some are satisfied in few.

It’s just a matter of time
How to cherish them in mind
Sometimes they are lost n you can’t find.

At the end whatever we faced,
But dreams need to be possessed
As each one of us is blessed!!

Life is like an Open door...

2006-12-09T01:51:00.000-08:00

Sitting in a corner left,
Thinking about it I wept…
Why it happened to me
Was it right justice to be ?

Thoughts are like a wave
Reaching the shore they shud fade.
Then, why I couldn’t get away,
I don’t want life in this way.

Looking around, suddenly I see.
Some hope was definitely within me.
Achieving my goal was something more.
Life is like an open door.

Let every possibility come n go,
Earlier phase might be slow,
Keep your spirits high n not low,
Be sporty and ready to flow.

The day will come, when you will be known.
What lies within you and it will be shown,
Worries and disbelief will be gone,
Sunshine is not far, its still a dawn..

Remember that struggle is still on,
Way is long and lots to be done,
Yet not, but you have already won.
Yet not, but you have already won !!!

A strange night...

2006-12-09T01:48:00.000-08:00

It was a dark winter night
I was walking along the road side,
Silent and alone though,
Taking steps with the wind flow.

Weird feelings crept in my mind,
Heart beat faster, suddenly I find,
Stranger’s feet following close behind
Making me little scared n unkind

Closing my eyes, I prayed to Lord,
I have nothing, neither knife nor sword.
Wishing to have someone aside,
Or at least a safe place to hide…

I didn’t have the courage to turn back n see..
When a call came saying, “Hey, its me”….
Sound was familiar and sweet…
Making me smile a bit…

Turning back and looking around,
I saw him standing on the ground.
With abroad smile and a glowing face,
Wondering why I was so amazed.

Fear just ran away,
But still I loudly cried.
Though he is not here…
Then why couldn’t I realize…

He was always there for me..
Looking from his eyes, I can see..
The world is so beautiful n
Without him it can never be…

He has given me the dignity…
Keeping the promise till eternity..
He was always there for me…
Now, he is always there within me..